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i'm having my trial STPM exams right now...4 papers just past , 4 papers still coming and waiting me....it's a competitive examination in my school...however i think i'm quite relaxing in this period...where gone my motivation?although someone...i knew...just somebody whose behind me keep make themself competing with me...however i just treat them as fools...silly one...they are trying to make any examination as a competition...stupid...you are studying for yourself but not others...you should upgrade your standard but not to showoff or to pretending you are study smart!yes....you should set a goal for yourself but not take others as your opponents...idiots!well...i shouldn't waste my time to complain about the idiots....lets share about my sweet dates...hmm...at first i'm going to say sorry to my buddies...actually they date me to gurney yesterday...but i rejected them because i wish i can study at home...after 1 hour...half an hour...i can't stand anymore...my feeling coming greatly...i wana have a date too...but i'm quite shame to ask chinchin come pick me again...so...my biebie gave me a date yesterday....we watched this on yesterday...it's quite funny and SCARY... i dare not bath alone after watched it....and also dare not sleep...=(

after all...i still need motivation...who can save me?my mum, my biebie, my friends especially lerkshin...they keep asking me to study hard and prepare myself well to sit for the exams due to they always saw me playing games...watching movie...sleeping...eating...but less touching on books...they are worrier than me...my biebie everyday keep asking me the same questions...

'when is your exams?...'

'then why you didn't study?...'

'have you studied today?...'

'do you need more time to study?...'

'tomorrow will be which subject?...'

'you still left how many days?...why not yet start prepare?...'

see...he repeating ask me everyday...you can see how worry he is....repeat and repeat....=)

i just can repeating answer him the same answer...

'i don't have motivation to study...i hate this type of lifestyle...i'm study SMART not study HARD!...'

hahaha....