♥when you are not here♥

last week my biebie went to bangkok for 3days...many things have happened in that 3 days...i did hang out with whom i shouldn't met as i promised my biebie...yet, i break the promise...the most terrible was the guy is really #%$&*^%$....you should know what is meaning of the simbols bring...it's hard to explain my feeling...a word 'suck' for him...haha...if you guys had visited chinchin's blog, what i mention now is what she mentioned in her post...*my semangat*...yaya...i'm so bad...keep complaining to everyone about him...even to my biebie after he is back...=X that was my first time hang out with him and also the last time was...i swear for 100 times...!

besides, i did had a lunch with gh their guys...my biebie had warned me to do so before he went for the trip...however, i did so too...sorry*...afterthat, on the same day in the night, i went red to have some drink with seanx...my baby was very angry over this...i'm not allowed to drink without him...at first i thought there will be both of us...after awhile there came some guys...they are seanx's friends...i know my baby sure will angry over this...triple anger !!!


all have happened were killed me...before i told my biebie i know what will happened on the next...but i still insist to do so...because i don't want lie...i hate lying and i love him...so i did told him all the truth...what have happened in that 3 days...good...what i guess was came to the truth...when he back , he super angry me...scold me...even ask me go japan to further my studies after STPM...what i can do was keep crying...and apologize...keep saying this word ' sorry ... ' to him...i can't blame to who because it all start from me...so...=(


some pictures were taken in that 3 days...

the next will be comtinued on next post...